Another night of possible insomnia. Another pointless and random blog entry. So now that the reason for this entry has been established I will begin...
Deep thoughts = confusion on my part. The deeper my thoughts tend to go, the more confusing my future plans become. Life seems to be trickier than I once imagined it would be. Why? Could it be that as one grows and matures in their life that matters once thought simple become more and more complex? Is maturity to blame? Are one's experiences in life the true culprits of complicating life? Life just becomes more and more mysterious with each new day. Things I considered to be obvious components of my future life yesterday are now suddenly doubtful in my opinion today. The more I think about what I want to do with my life, the more unsure I become about what I really want to do. I feel I have a calling, a purpose I was born into this world for, but I haven't the foggiest idea what that may be. Do I really have as much time to figure this all out as I think I do? Or am I on the fast-track to becoming a hobo? If I were to become a hobo, would that be it for me, or would there be a chance of some sort of redemption?
Onto a less melancholy subject... moving back to school. Actually, this seems to be the only thing I am quite certain about right now. I am definitely excited to head back and start this new school year. It promises to be a year for the ages. I can't put my finger on why I feel this way, but I can't help but feel that this year will be big for my life. Which I know is a complete contradiction of the paragraph above, but I can feel both ways at the same time... it is a free country after all. I am super-duper-stoked to be back at school.
Another subject that seems to bring a smile to my face... Pandora.com's Doo-Wop station. If you are a fan of oldies such as myself, it is well worth a try. The old adage of oldies but goodies is definitely applicable to this station. It is most certainly one of the best inventions EVER. PERIOD (I realize that I used an actual period after "EVER" and before "PERIOD" but I just want to really stress that point). If your opinion is contrary to my own, I do not care... you are probably a loser without friends but a million cats... just joking... but seriously...
Anywho, I realize that this blog is perfectly incapable of adding to anyone's life in any way shape or form... so I'm sorry... I guess. Maybe I should have put that last sentence at the beginning of the entry as a form of warning to the reader? Oh well, I'm too lazy to change it now. So with that I will offer up my thanks to you (the readers... all 1-3 of you) for sticking it out and reading the entire thing. Unless you didn't tough it out and you aren't even reading this very sentence, in which case you receive no thanks from me. Try reading the entire thing next time, then and only then will you be granted thanks on my behalf. OK, that was a tangent of massive proportions and I apologize for it.
That is all for now... keep on the look out for more late night musings from yours truly... or midday musings... really my musings can occur at any hour of the day, so just stay vigilant in your following of this blog. Later.
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you're welcome. from reader numero uno.
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