My life has become abundantly more complex and complicated over these last few months. Recent events have really just left me unsure of my next move (or moves as it may be). I have never felt this way before, and I have even approached this situation differently than I have when faced with similar things in the past. I have felt compelled to act differently and the reasoning escapes me. I have never thought to approach wise counsel in this type of matter before, but I felt strongly that I needed to this time. I have never really prayerfully approached any situation like this before, but I feel I really need to this time around. Is it because I am older now and more mature? Are these new attitudes and approaches being impressed upon me by God?
I would just like to state for the record that I truly hope its a "yes" to each question. But who really knows right now. I guess only time will really reveal the correct answers to my internal questions.
With all that being said, I am having one of the best times of my life right now. I will not say why I am enjoying life so much right now. Why? Because I don't have to (ever hear of a "cliff-hanger"?). Plus, I want to keep this whole situation/time/life thing under-the-radar because there is still nothing of substance in this particular area. I just really want to be careful and wise in my handling of this "thing" because if anything were to develop, there would need to be wisdom and discretion involved in maintaining "it."
You just can't stop guessing about what it could possibly be, huh? Well, I would say my job here is done then. Just joking. But seriously, it probably won't take you many guesses to figure out what I am talking (writing/typing) about.
Happy guessing.
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